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If I'm not nice to me sometimes it's just not worth it.
I think if you've been putting off the long Nassim lecture, you ought to just download that now, because it doesn't seem to stay up whole very long. It's seriously worth all the time it takes to listen. Seriously. It might be the thing that finally detaches you from all that mental conditioning they've been pumping you with full time for your whole life. I'm downloading it, and I've already heard it three times.
Or maybe you want to be more modest about it....
Anyway, I'm downloading and converting and purchasing and generally comporting myself in a forward-looking manner here. This has been one seriously fucked up start to the new year in my neighborhood and I really, really don't want to melt down on everyone at this time in my life. I'm not going postal... at least not yet... and I'm not diving down between the mattresses of my bed. I'm pulling my head out of it. I'm going to let my greater sense tell me when it is ready what way I should go. It's just completely, completely unacceptable now, and I still don't know how to rectify it. So I'm going to try not losing it while I wait for this buddha to pipe up.
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